Thursday, June 7, 2012

Change




Change..
Change : The word seems a bit terrorising to some of us. 
Incorporating something different in our lives just seems like more of an agonising fact to deal with.
And for some of us... Change just means allowing fresh events and routines to replace a stagnant and monotonous way of life.
As true as how scary change can get, and drive you out of your easy chair, it's what keeps us hooked to life.
Unexpected things happening...
Expected things not happening...
The rusted part is  when 'Nothing happens'.


For me, right now, I need some change.
Change of clothes, change of hairstyle, Change of phone, Change of place, Change of position, Change of accessories, Change of knowledge, Change of routine, Change of 'marital status' , Change of attitude...
A part of me wants to be on my toes not allowing me to get too settled down with my life.
The problem : Once you get too settled in your seat, you're mind is gonna one day find your hind  getting numb and wanting for more action. 
Expectations will arise.
Life will not be able to keep up.
And you'll be another 'COMPLAINER'.


It's just another dull, tubelight, white and blue cubicle day at office.
I'm finding it so hard to stay settled in my chair.
If only I had a Y chomosome and a car, I'd drive away to a greener place...
I need a to change how my cubicle looks.
Change it to look like a green garden and set free some tamed butterflies.


Most of the times we keep fighting to change things we can't.
I'm only human with two hands which end with bitten nails.
For now, I have to work.
Learn something new.
I'll just do that.. just for now (wink).